Journal -- Fifteenth Month
was awakened to a hurried mom. She had slept through the night,
and with no Advil. Claire had an 8am dr appointment and mom
had a 10am meeting.
Waiting in the dr office, Claire drank 5oz of shake, and the
wait wasn't very long at all, she was just very hungry. Mom
and the dr discussed taking Claire to a children's special
needs hospital in the state to see if the specialists would
evaluate Claire and give mom and Claire's dr some input about
her care. Mom was okay with the idea, but it will take months
to get that put through.
weighed in at 11lbs 2oz at her dr's office. Mom was very pleased!
Again, up almost a pound from her last weigh in! Her dr increased
her anti-seizure meds by the smallest possible dosage, since
she had such a nice weight gain. Mom told Claire's dr about
the prescription and how they wouldn't fill it, but would
the next day... and how odd she found that. He said he would
write a new prescription with the new dosage and it should
last her long enough. Mom agreed that the increase in the
prescription (the last increase) wasn't on the bottle, so
they were basing amounts by the previous dosage... not that
the increase was that much, but it could help mom keep a little
more 'on-hand' for emergencies, or just long trips out of
When Claire's dr went to listen to her heart, she moved her
head and looked right at him. He was caught off guard, as
he said, 'she seems to be looking at me'. Mom said she was,
and that she does that often. When mom comes into a room,
Claire follows her around with her eyes, even if she has to
move her head to see mom... and her eyes watch mom as if to
say, 'where's my next bottle'. Mom also told Claire's dr that
she had video of Claire raising her arms and swatting her
toys in her swing. His mouth nearly dropped. He knows Claire
as well as anyone, but even he doesn't know everything she
is capable of.
took her to daycare with pears and squash. She loves both.
After work, mom picked up the kids and home for quick baths
as they were expected at the bowling alley at 6pm for a charity
When they arrived, there was no air conditioning, so mom decided
they would not be staying for long, and after about an hour,
mom, Claire and Claire's sister went home, where it was very
cool. After a Barney video, Claire and her sister were off
to bed. Claire drank about 7oz of formula (with about a tsp
of bananas for flavor) and mom thought it probably wouldn't
be enough to hold her through the night, but felt she'd had
a lot of solid food lately and wanted some fluids in her.
She also hasn't had a BM in a few days. Claire was in bed
by 9pm. The boys, Claire's dad and brother, hadn't yet arrived
home, but mom went to bed anyway... the house was so dark,
cool and quiet.
had a very relaxing day. She drank 8oz in the morning of shake
with (1 Tbsp of bananas) after her bath. She had company at
10am, the nurse who cared for her in NICU and hadn't seen
her since her last hospital visit. It was so nice visiting
with her, mom really enjoyed it, she is a very sweet person!
After her visit, she had a nice nap, woke up for some sweet
potatoes, and back to nap again, which was great for mom to
work at home. Unfortunately, she didn't want to wake up for
MT today, so the therapist said she would come back next week.
Claire eventually downed another 7oz of sweet potatoes (yum)
with enough formula to make them flow through her bottle (mom
thinks it is much easier, and cleaner, for her to eat that
way, tho she sometimes gives her food by spoon).
Mom picked up Claire's prescription for anti-seizure meds.
hospice nurse came by with her scale. Claire weighed in at
11lbs, 4oz!!! Mom had teased dad earlier that she thought
she would be over 11lbs, but mom was just being optimistic...
and Claire must have taken her seriously!
At night, Claire drank another 6oz and went to sleep in her
bassinet. Mom put her down while she was still awake, she
let out a little cry so mom gave her some Mylacon for gas.
The little peanut was tired, as mom kept her up since 5pm,
and she went to bed at 10pm... with a nice full tummy!
Claire probably had about 25oz of shake during the entire
was well rested, as was her mom.
They were up early and off to daycare and to work. Mom also
dropped off Claire's sibs at summer camp.
During the evening, mom went to pick up Claire's meds. She
was unable to get them on her insurance as she had picked
up a prescription on the 17th of last month, and the insurance
thought it was too soon (they give mom one month's supply).
Mom was a little upset, what if she wanted extra for some
emergency, like a hurricane (not so far fetched). However,
the pharm said that she could come back tomorrow to pick up
the prescription, and that it would be covered then. He also
said mom could pick it up today, but pay full price (not a
bad price really) and be reimbursed for the difference tomorrow...
mom thought that was odd, if they would reimburse her, why
not give her that price today? She will need to ask the dr
to help rectify that situation.
Claire drank so well at daycare, mom was a little concerned
when she was fussing in the evening that she could have an
upset tummy, so mom gave her some Mylacon for gas, a little
early. That didn't seem to work, and Claire continued with
her fussiness, like maybe teeth, so just before she went to
bed, mom gave her some Infant's Advil, and Claire went to
sleep soon afterwards.
was up until 3am. Nothing made her happy. At times she was
quietly looking around the room, but she was drooling a lot
and generally not very content. Around 12:30am, mom gave her
some Infant's Advil. That usually helps her to sleep well.
She drank about 3oz of applesauce and formula, and at the
end of that, was disinterested in food. Dad did the best he
could, and by then, put her in her bassinet and mom took over...
hoping she would settle down, but only fussed a little more.
Mom was up with her and tried letting Claire sleep on her
chest, but she was very wiggly and didn't seem to be able
to get comfortable. Mom put her in her boppy, and she seemed
more content, but not going to sleep and almost gagging herself
with her hands in her mouth. Mom gave her some Anbesol for
her gums, hoping that would settle her down a bit, and the
look on Claire's face was something like "what the heck
did you just put in my mouth!" Claire was not pleased.
Later, mom tried the swing, and by that time, she realized
the Advil wasn't working, so she gave her another dose. Mom
only gives Claire very small doses, and after 3 hours, mom
felt it was probably okay to give her more, since she was
still very uncomfortable and had such a small dose. Also,
after so long, mom decided it was feeding time again. Dad
said, 'do you think she's going to eat', implying that she
wouldn't eat for him, but mom said that was HOURS ago, and
she was probably hungry. Claire drank about 2oz, and then
finally decided she was tired.
alarm went off at 6am.
The Claire alarm that is. She seemed hungry, so Dad fixed
her a bottle of applesauce shake, while mom gave her meds
and changed her... a quick sponge bath too to start off the
day. By the time she was ready for daycare, she drank 6-7
oz of her shake, tho she had a little bit of gagging... dad
said it looked like she had a 'hair ball'... poor Claire,
she can't seem to catch a break, even from her own dad.
Mom called in a prescription for Claire's meds as she was
running a little low. The prescription should be ready tomorrow
for pick up.
Mom took the Baire to daycare and dropped the other children
off at summer camp. Mom took the giant caterpillars too, fortunately
the camp wanted them as Claire's big sister was studying butterflies
this week! Mom didn't say she was going to 'squish' them if
they didn't want them (that would have been a lot of squishing!),
but then again, she could have let them go somewhere far from
home. Mom did say that she was NOT going to keep them, and
Claire's sister chimed it, 'because they poop a lot'. Mom
agreed, they did poop a lot.
Speaking of that, mom gave Claire a suppository after her
bath... big BMs and Claire was a happy camper for the rest
of the night, and into the morning, sleeping like a real champ!
was up at 7:30am, then again at 10am, mom woke her for Church
and Claire was dressed in her best duds. She slept through
church, as a good baby, and dad held her the entire time.
She spent a little bit of time outside, mom had the porch
ceiling fan on, and that kept it a little cool, and they entertained
Claire's big sister who was blowing bubbles. Mom noticed her
tomato plant was half eaten and she and Claire's sister decided
to investigate while Claire hung out in her swing on the porch.
Just as mom suspected, caterpillars (The tomato
hornworm). Not just worms, but caterpillars the size of
a small hamster! They were big! (okay, some exaggeration there,
but they were about 4 inches long and round as a dime). They
were big, fat and green and had little horns. There were about
6 of them and they pooped all over the plants and onto the
concrete. Mom showed them to Dad and he was amazed. They thought
they were going to grow large tomatoes, not large caterpillars.
Mom teased Claire's brother that they weren't going to be
butterflies, but rather they were going to be small birds!...
okay, you get the idea, they were big. Mom jarred them all
up for summer camp the next day... they seemed much too large(and
beautiful) to squish. Mom wasn't going to keep them because
they were very messy and didn't wear diapers - she didn't
need anything else to clean up after that was certain, and
she didn't have enough tomato plant leaves left to feed them.
Claire had a few seizures today. Mom may have to address it
with the dr, or maybe Claire just needs keep her food down
more consistently. She'd been throwing up a bit lately.
Claire had a nice evening. Dad put up a surround sound system
that he got a really good deal on and the family watched a
couple of movies, Miracle and Brother Bear... they had watched
Sea Biscuit the day before... a real good weekend for motivational
movies. Claire slept through most of it on a pillowcase, under
a cloth diaper, on the couch under a ceiling fan... she was
very content, but mom decided around 6:30pm that the peanut
needed to get up... she pulled the cloth diaper off her, and
she slowly woke up as the family ate dinner.
Mom fed her and put her down around 10:30pm. By 11pm, she
was fussing... mom wasn't sure why, but thought it was constipation...
so she fed Claire pedialyte and juicy juice, and then took
her temp, hoping it would help her out a little. Her temp
was 100 (that is 99 orally)... so she was a little warm.
had a fairly typical day. She drank, slept, drank, slept.
Mom and dad tried to clean up the house some, but with no
luck, too much furniture these days and it needs to be moved
around and some needs to be go.
Claire didn't drink really well, and threw up some, but mom
guesses she will have a day or two every once in a while when
she doesn't get all the calories mom would like her to have,
and let Claire slide.
She went to bed at 10:30pm, and slept like a champ.
woke Claire up early to get her ready for daycare. Claire
drank 3oz after her meds and mom whisked her off along with
her sister who was going to summer camp.
At daycare, Claire drank another 3 1/2oz, then took her nap
just before noon. She had about 10 oz total at daycare.
At home, she had a quiet evening, totaling about 23 oz for
was up around 5:30am with a fuss, but by the time mom fixed
her bottle, she had gone back to sleep, and so did mom...
for a little while at least.
When mom later woke Claire up, she drank about 3oz of shake,
and mom had to get ready for work and get Claire's big sister
ready for camp. It was a crazy morning as dad had already
left to take Claire's brother to his basketball camp, then
do some shopping... but mom did the best she could to get
the girls out of the house at a reasonable time and get everyone
to their destinations! This new summer routine will take some
getting used to.
Claire had a good day at daycare drinking another 10oz and
at night having a little nap during the family's dinner, a
nice bath afterwards and totaling about 23 oz today.
At night, she was fussy, even tho she had a big dinner, and
her hand was in her mouth with drool. Mom offered her more
to eat, but she wasn't interested, so mom gave her a small
dose of Infant's Advil, and Claire soon fell asleep... around
was up at 4:30am for breakfast. She drank well and mom swept
her off to take her big sister to summer camp.
She drank well all day and had her visitors. She also took
a long nap late in the day.
In the evening, she went to bed at 10pm, but was back up at
11:30pm very fussy. Mom didn't think she was hungry, as she
drank about 12 oz just before bed, but had to offer her a
bottle. Claire refused it. Mom gave her a decongestant and
cuddled with her, but Claire was still very upset. Mom noticed
her hands in her mouth and drool all over, so she gave her
some Infant Advil and put some Anbesol on her bottom gums.
Claire soon calmed down and fell asleep before midnight.
Claire had about 28oz today of shake.
didn't go back to sleep, and she was up all night, sleeping
only in (maybe) 30 minute increments.
Mom fed her each time she cried and dad took over at 3am until
5am, then mom took over again with another bottle. All in
all, she had about 13oz throughout the night (4 of that was
pedialyte, the rest was shake). Mom gave her decongestant
and mylacon (for gas) hoping it would help her sleep, but
neither worked. After a seemingly full tummy, she would rest
for only minutes before waking up, so mom ruled out hunger
as well and finally decided it was lack of BMs.
In the morning, after meds, mom gave her a suppository and
waited and waited... nothing. So off to daycare (after Claire
fell asleep in her swing). She was not going to wake up for
anyone or anything; the little peanut was so very tired. At
her daycare, finally, a big BM... Mom was proud! Hopefully
this BM will mean a nice restful night for mom and dad...
Claire drank about 31oz today of shake and Pedialyte (4oz).
was up at 2am, had a shake and then back to bed. Mom too!
The family spent the morning packing up and the kids did some
swimming. On the way home, all three kids went to sleep; it
was an exhausting weekend, but a lot of fun!
At home, Claire had an early bath and drank about 13oz of
shake in about 2 hours. She went to bed early, around 7:30pm.
Mom was so excited as her baby was in bed early and she was
back in her own bed. But Claire was back awake for her meds
at 10pm. After that, she was up again at midnight with a loud
cry, mom thought she was hungry and fed her. She drank a few
oz and seemed to want to go back to sleep... but didn't.
was up at 1am and didn't go back to sleep until 5am. It was
exhausting for mom and dad. Mom was exhausted by morning,
but up with the kids by 9am and down to the beach to make
a sand castle and visit with friends. Claire stayed in the
room with her daddy and later with her uncle. Mom was able
to sneak in an hour of nap during the day as Claire and her
sister took their naps. The day was full of visitors as Claire
stayed inside the room (it was a very hot day) and had many
visitors come in to see her often. Her daddy, grandpa and
uncle were with her most of the morning as there was NCAA
softball and ACC baseball games on. Afterwards, mom took over,
with aunts, uncles and cousins filling in often. Claire slept
for a small portion of that time, and was full of big smiles
for everyone throughout the day.
Late in the day, she went out by the pool to visit and enjoy
the fresh air and cool breezes. She enjoyed listening to her
daddy entertain with his guitar and soothing voice as she
drank her dinner shake.
She went to bed around 10pm.
was up once during the night and mom was so proud. Her first
night away and she slept like a champ!
Mom was up with the kids and down to the beach by 8am. Claire
was down on the beach all morning until about 11am, but she
was well protected from the sun and got only a little color,
which she could use. Mom took her and her sister up to the
room and fixed lunch, cleaned em up and put them to bed. Claire's
aunt wanted to play with Claire as she was only visiting for
the day and so mom opted to let Claire out of her nap (as
she slept a lot on the beach during the morning). Dad golfed
in the morning and back by afternoon to help watch Claire
while mom napped.
Mom even got a 3-hour nap in, as Claire's sister took a nap,
and Mom's sister watched Claire.
After nap, mom gave Claire a sponge bath and put her in a
cute outfit and fixed a yummy shake. Claire drank pretty well
during the day, and was a little hungry after her bath. All
the kids were in bed by 10pm, as vacations know no bedtime.
was fired up today, as today starts a nice long weekend with
a trip to the beach! Yes, the family was going to the beach
until Monday and certainly that is one of Claire's favorite
places. This trip includes Claire's aunts, uncles, cousins
and lots of friends too!
Claire drank for most of the trip down, it was about 3 1/2
hours, and her brother and sister slept most of the way.
When the family arrived, the kids went swimming and mom and
dad bonded with family and friends as they watched the kids.
Claire was full of smiles for everyone and had a wonderful
time being passed around and a constant bottle in her mouth
as she nibbled off and on on her shake.
The kids were in bed by 10pm.
was up at 2am, drank 4oz of formula and back to sleep for
only about 20 minutes, when she woke again and hungry. Dad
took her and fed her a couple more oz of formula and she was
back to sleep for the night.
In the morning, mom woke her briefly for meds then let her
go back to sleep until after mom was ready for work. When
mom woke Claire, the poor dear was so exhausted. Mom gave
her a quick sponge bath and a change of clothing and by then
Claire was looking around for the bottle. Once it appeared,
she opened her mouth and followed it briefly until it was
in the mouth and baby was gulping her breakfast.
After breakfast, mom took Claire to daycare and then went
off to work.
was up for her, now usual, 2am feeding. She did really well
drinking 5 oz of formula in 20 minutes and then going back
to sleep. Mom didn't mind that at all.
Mom woke her briefly for morning meds and then let her go
back to sleep for a bit. Claire slept and slept and mom thought
for sure she would get up hungry, so she let her continue
sleeping. Finally, around 11am, mom woke Claire and she was
still very exhausted. Mom fed her 9oz of shake, which Claire
gulped down in record time and mom decided to let her hang
out for a while before more food. Mom took her on the back
porch where it was nice and warm and gave her a sponge bath.
Claire still appeared hungry and mom gave her more shake after
a bit. Around 4pm, she finished 6 more oz of shake, as dad
watched her and mom had to go in to get a project completed.
When mom got home, she fed Claire even more.
Claire was visited by Music Therapy and the Hospice Nurse.
She weighed in at 10lbs and 6oz. After the diarrhea and the
bout with her cold, mom was glad she didn't lose any weight
and expects her to gain much much more next week! Claire's
physical therapist took on another job, so Claire won't be
seeing her for PT anymore... sad.
In the evening, still no BM's since last Thursday, dad bought
her some suppositories while mom fed her straight prunes.
Upon giving her some medicine, Claire 'gave up' all the prunes,
so mom had to start all over 'filling up her tank'... she
was hungry, she just gagged on the meds, too bad too, those
prunes would have been a nice complement to help her tummy
with the BMs, but they were the last ones in the house, so
Claire had to settle for applesauce. Claire got her suppository,
and had a nice big BM (hey, you don't read this for the interesting
stories, right?) and mom was so proud. Claire had a nice long
bath, a few more oz of shake, and went to sleep around 9pm
and so did mom!
slept through until morning. She woke up and didn't appear
congested. After meds, she drank 7oz of applesauce shake.
Within a few minutes, she seemed a bit hungry, so mom fixed
another 4oz, but Claire fell asleep in her carseat before
mom had the chance to feed it to her.
Claire finished her 4oz at daycare plus another 7oz during
the day. By 6pm, she had 18oz of shake.
When mom picked her up, she was fast asleep, and slept all
the way home, even when the car changed directions and the
sunlight was temporarily in her eyes... she didn't flinch.
Once home, mom put her in her boppy so she could be more comfortable,
and put on the ceiling fan. It was nice and cool for her,
but perhaps a bit too cool as she woke up and decided to drink
was up until 3am. She had a fever of 102 (103 rectally) at
about 2am so mom gave her a Tylenol suppository and the temp
slowly came down. Claire was very congested, even in her swing,
mom gave her a decongestant, Dimetapp, to help dry up the
very runny nose that she had also. Mom was up at 6am to give
Claire meds and get ready for her sister's school program,
then off to work.
Dad stayed home with Claire today since she had a fever. He
fed her pedialyte during the day. Aside from her cold and
fever, she hadn't had a 'smelly' diaper (BM) since her diarrhea...
so mom and dad thought the pedialyte might help that as well.
She drank well, probably about 20oz during the entire day.
When mom got home in the evening, dad finished feeding Claire
a bottle and she went to sleep. Mom decided around 8pm to
put her in her bassinet and get some rest herself, as she
had only about 3 hours the night before and a full day at
work. By 10pm, Claire was up so mom fixed some formula with
a little pedialyte in it. Claire only drank 2oz, then appeared
disinterested, so mom put her back in her bassinet and she
was back to sleep within a minute.... that was around 11pm.
was up until 4am. Her uncle was up with her trying to figure
her out, so the story goes, her aunt and grandpa joined in
at various hours during the night. Once the shift was changed
to Grandpa, Claire went to sleep, rumor has it, at 4am.
Mom was able to sleep in a little. Mom and Dad met the rest
of the family at church, then off to lunch, and then to see
a big beautiful home. Afterwards, Grandma and Grandpa left
and Claire's family hung out at Claire's uncle's house for
a little while while dad took a nap and her brother and sister
plaid in the pool with cousins.
In the evening, Claire ate really well, mom was proud, but
she had a very runny nose all day and it bothered mom. She
gave Claire some Dimetapp to see if it would dry it up a little
bit. Claire went to bed at 10pm, but mom isn't sure she really
went to sleep since she was so congested. Her bassinet mattress
is propped up so she sleeps in an incline, but it didn't seem
to do the trick for her, so mom put her in her swing, after
several nose suctions.
woke up at 5:30am and was so very hungry. She seemed clear
of the diarrhea and throwing up, so mom figured it was just
a 24 hour bug and happy it was gone!
Mom frantically got the kids packed while dad had some furniture
to move. Once packed, they bolted over to Claire's uncle to
drop off the kids. While there, they opened up a ton of gifts
that were sent up by Claire's aunts and grandparents. It was
so cool... there was something for everyone in Claire's family,
and of course Claire, who made out with a bunch of new rubber
duckies... they squeak too!
After opening gifts and going over the Care and Feeding of
Claire, mom and dad were on their way. They went home to change
clothes and then off to the Parade of Homes to get ideas of
what the new homes were including. The last home they saw
was a $2million home, and mom was most impressed with the
2900sqft patio that was entirely screened in, some of it was
covered and included a kitchen, tv and fireplace. Mom was
hoping to show it to Grandma and Grandpa on Sunday. It isn't
everyday a home like that is open for the public to tour.
Later, mom and dad went to dinner, then off to see a local
band. Mom was so tired, but dad got his second wind, so they
were out a bit later than mom wanted... but she didn't complain,
it was nice for her to have her 'prince' all to herself!
Mom called to check on Claire a few times. She got the usual
line that everything was fine and she was eating well. No
diarrhea, and no BMs either. Mom had been feeding Claire bananas
and rice cereal for the past day hoping to solidify the BMs
a bit. That was the final word that mom had for the night.
She knew Claire was in good hands, and was happy that her
family would take the time to learn to care for Claire.
2am, mom was up and feeling a little nausea, after a couple
Tums, she went back to sleep. Sympathy for Claire, or getting
her bug? Claire was up at 5:30am with her loud cries.
Dad was kind enough to get her and gave her some pedialyte,
only 2oz, to be sure she could keep it down. He also changed
her diapers, still some diarrhea tho. Mom fed her another
2oz of pedialyte after about 30 minutes and then fixed bananas
and pedialyte (1:1) and she drank 2oz... she was so hungry,
but mom was cautious to give her time between each feeding
to help her keep it down. She seemed okay with the idea as
long as her thumb was close by. By 9am she had another 1.5
oz of banana mix and mom put her down to get some rest as
she was up for a few hours, and sick babies need rest for
strength. She's kept it all down (nearly 8oz), gagging only
once and fell asleep relatively quickly, and mom continued
to get some work done.
Dr called at 11am. Said something is going around that fit's
Claire's symptoms. Half of the dr's office has/had it and
it is about 2-3 days long. A friend of mom's from work said
it went through her family and it was 10 hours long. Hopefully
the worst part is over for Claire (and everyone else in the
family too!). Dr said it was viral, so no treatment short
of clear fluids. Lots of handwashing too.
Claire's Grandparents and her aunt were coming into town to
care for Claire and her brother and sister over the weekend,
so mom and dad could have some rest. It was a terrific idea
and a gift for Claire's birthday. Mom was excited to see them,
but torn that she wouldn't spend much time with them, as they
are here to take the kids and not spend time with mom, but
mom was over that relatively quickly as she realized she would
see them again next weekend!
The family got together to eat some steaks - yum - Claire's
dad makes some really good steaks! They were grilled and very
yummy. Claire continued to eat, increasing the amount with
every feeding until she was up to about 6oz. Unfortunately,
in the evening, her grandpa was feeding her and she threw
up, a good amount too, but he remained clean. :o)
When they got home, Claire was in bed by 11pm.
was up at 2am, then again at 4am. She woke up both times with
very loud cries. The first one had mom jumping up out of a
deep sleep. Guess that was the best way for Claire to get
mom's attention, and wow! Mom fixed her some ped with juice
thinking it was a constipations cry. Claire drank some juice
and fell asleep. The second waking went just like the first,
only mom gave her some decongestant with her juice, and she
went right back to sleep after drinking a few sips.
In the morning, mom woke Claire as they had a busy day. Mom
had a meeting at work and that meant Claire needed to be ready
to go to daycare early. Claire finished some pedialyte and
juice, totally 4oz, then started a 4oz bottle of banana shake.
She drank only 2-3 oz of that, fell asleep, then off to daycare
so mom could make her early morning meeting.
Claire arrived at daycare as a very tired baby. Her caregiver
picked her up and she was 'out of it'. So she put Claire down
for her morning nap. Claire woke up around 11am and ready
to eat with the other babies at the daycare.
She had several large BMs throughout the day, mom thinks it
is because she had the juice in the morning.
In the evening, the family went to a graduation mass, as Claire's
cousin was graduating from 8th grade. Claire was asleep, but
it was a while since her last meal, so mom woke her and started
feeding her. She drank exceptionally well, and downed about
6oz. During that time, she was filling up her diapers, diarrhea...
Her daddy thought it was the worst he'd ever smelled, and
in the middle of church. Mom quickly took her to be changed
and upon arrival back to the mass, informed dad that it was
the last diaper. Mom's fault for not checking before they
left... but then, who knew she would need more than one for
a 2 hour outing. Who knew she would get diarrhea out of the
blue. Just as mass ended, Claire decided to throw up about
2oz. Mom was not impressed and a bit frantic. Dad had left
for the car to see if there were any extra diapers there,
but he keeps his van a bit too clean for that... so he returned
after 10 minutes as he had gone to pick up some from the local
drugstore. Claire was changed once again (within 15 minutes
of the last changing) and then the family said goodbye to
the graduating kids, they were off to a dance. Mom was able
to meet some of her niece's friends. They were so sweet and
were big Claire fans. They even told mom about the phone tree
they have when there is "Claire news". It was pretty
cool, and they were very excited about their graduation!
Once home, Claire continued to eat and eat... then throw up.
At first, mom thought, 'well, she wants to eat, so she's probably
keeping some of it down'... then after all the cleaning up,
pretty much decided to just feed her 2oz at a time. She also
started Claire on bananas with a splash of pedialyte for consistency.
By 11pm, Claire had a few oz of bananas that she kept down
and was getting a little tired. She had a long night, so she
went to bed and fell asleep almost instantly. Mom too.
was up at 1am and then again at 4am. Mom was a little nervous
about feeding her too much, as she didn't want to be cleaning
it back up. She fixed a 4oz bottle of pedialyte and formula
and Claire drank most of it, with only minor spitting up.
In the morning, Claire drank 4oz of applesauce shake, but
up came about 1oz... later she drank another 4oz of applesauce
shake and kept it all down, except maybe 1/4 oz during her
When hospice came to visit, she drank another 4oz of shake
(apples) and kept it all down, then took a nap around 5pm...
tho she was very alert all day and not wanting to sleep.
No seizures today, mom started a new 'bottle' of prescription
meds, so perhaps that helped some. Mom is going to compare
the consistency of both bottle to see if her theory of 'end
of bottle' meds are different than 'new bottle' meds.
Claire fell asleep in the early evening, and mom notice she
had spit up a little when mom went into her study to get some
work done. Mom moved her to her bassinet, thinking they could
just get up with her later when she was hungry, but realized
it had be 4-5 hours since her last bottle,a nd she needed
to eat, so mom woke her to eat. She drank 6oz of applesauce
shake and went back to sleep after a diaper change and meds...
was up at
7am, and hungry. Mom fixed her a bottle and noticed she was
a bit warm. Took her temp and it was a very low grade fever,
but mom opted to give her some Advil after breakfast... small
mistake. After her meds and about 3oz of cereal, she gave
her Advil and Claire gagged on it, and everything came back
up... mom was certaing the meds did too, so she gave her more
meds. Claire fell asleep without eating more, and mom took
her to daycare. She was still sleeping there and pretty out
of it. Mom is a bit worried that Claire is not feeling well,
and may be getting sick again. She will keep close contact
with daycare today to check on Claire, and a call to the dr
Dr said to give her tylenol suppository, to help relieve the
fever (and gagging). Claire did a little better, still throwing
up in the evening, but eventually keeping more down than up.
She went to sleep around 10pm after drinking a shake and having
midnight, mom thought Claire had finally had enough to eat
and was ready to settle in. But after 20 minutes, Claire started
to stir again and let out a cry. Mom fixed another 4oz of
formula/prunes/applesauce. She drank most of it and mom put
her in her boppy.
Meanwhile, mom heard a 'buffalo' coming down the stairs with
an irratated voice. In the middle of a quiet, dark night,
it can be quite alarming. It was Claire's older brother, apparently
walking in his sleep, er... stomping I should say, down the
steps. Mom, holding Claire, called out to him and fortunately,
he came into the room, as he was previously heading out to
the family room. Mom asked him to lay down next to her. He
did, and within milli-seconds, he was back in a deep sleep.
Dad was due home soon, so mom thought she would let him take
care of Claire's brother when he got home.
Mom put Claire back in her bassinet, and after a few minutes,
she started wailing again, and it woke up her brother. A busy
night at Claire's home. Eventually, dad came home, put Claire's
brother to bed and took over the Claire feeding so mom could
get at least a little rest before work in the morning. Claire
may have dozed off around 1:30am, seems to be her 'magic'
Mom woke her in the morning for a bath and breakfast, and
dad took over. Mom went off to work and later dad took her
for a dr appt. No change, dr said she looked good and weighed
in at 10lbs 3oz. A one-pound loss from the hospice scale,
but a one-pound increase for the dr's scale... so we will
go with that!
After the weigh in, dad took her to daycare. He said she had
about 8oz in the morning to drink, and thought that was acceptable
since she was up so late drinking. Mom thinks she just can't
seem to fill her tummy. Either that, or she is teething, and
the bottle feels good on her gums... she does bite down on
it a lot.
Claire didn't eat great at daycare, and at home she had a
seizure. Mom is starting to consider that her lack of eating
could be related to her seizures.
In the evening, she drank about 6oz, then threw it up... on
mom. It was almost like she was gagging, so perhaps it is
related to the little cold she seems to have. She drank a
little more and later in the evening had another seizure.
Claire was in bed by 11pm, and sound asleep, no cries during
was up until 1:30am, about the time her daddy was coming in
from singing. Mom was exhausted, but happy to finally get
some sleep as Claire finally settled down. Mom figured out
that Claire was happiest in her boppy pillow on mom's bed,
so mom didn't want to mess with her and left her there. Everytime
she would look over at Claire, the peanut's eyes were wide
open and she was just looking at mom. Mom thought she was
at least not in pain, and felt she could rest with Claire
right next to her. Mom kept trying to feed Claire, but she
would just push the milk back out. Claire finally stopped
the cries and everyone was able to go to sleep. It may be
partly due to her sleeping all day.
She was up again around 6am, and mom gave her meds and about
5 oz of shake including sweet potatoes and applesauce. Everyone
was up pretty much the rest of the morning, since it took
Claire a good long while to finish her breakfast, and mom
had to shower, give Claire a bath and get her ready for church,
follow up with the other kids to be sure they were ready as
dad worked on contract for work.
Claire was, as always, an absolute angel in church. She doesn't
let out a peep and she drank some pedialyte which she finished
after she got home. Not much in the way of naps today, as
she hung out in her carseat ready to go see her uncle. She
started her 'intermittent' cries again, and mom fixed a bottle
for her, she drank about 2oz as quickly as a Claire does and
seemed content for the ride to visit her uncle - cries stopped.
It was a nice visit over there, and dad showed up to get Claire's
big brother for a birthday party, so mom hung out with her
brother and niece, and Claire's sister plaid. Later, mom took
the girls to pick up Claire's brother from the party, and
some dinner, and them home to get the kids fed and in bed
by 8pm. Claire slept through dinner, she really needed it,
and drank well at her uncle's home. She had about 18oz before
7pm, including 5oz of pedialyte.
In the evening, she drank about 10 more oz before midnight,
yes, she was still awake then.
didn't sleep well tonight, at least it was a weekend and mom
didn't have to get up for work. Claire was up at 3am, as she
seems to be doing a lot of lately, only now she does it with
a loud cry. It is so loud it has mom jumping up in bed. It is
a cry of hunger, and once Claire gets her bottle, you would
think the child hadn't eaten in months... she appears so very
hungry. She drinks about 3 oz during these middle of the night
She was up around 7:30am and mom fed her another 5 1/2 oz and
Claire spent most of the day drinking and sleeping. She wasn't
very bright eyed, just tired eyed, so mom let her get her rest.
During the day, she had about 20oz of shake, and no pedialyte
as mom ran out.
Mom finally got some good batteries for Claire's swing. It has
been out of commission for at least a month or two as the new
batteries mom put in didn't work. Dad bought them in bulk at
Sam's and mom tried several packages but none worked. So dad
had to go buy some at the home improvement store and when mom
put those in, they worked like a champ. Red Dog is BACK! :o3
In the evening, Claire started random cries. To mom they were
random because she couldn't figure out what they were for. She
thought it sounded like a painful cry... a short cry that stops,
but leaves a pitiful looking baby. Mom gave her some mylacon,
then some decongestant and once that kicked in Claire was able
to drink really well, so mom thinks the cries are hunger...
tho at night, when Claire usually goes to bed at 10pm, she was
doing her random cries, only now they weren't so random, in
fact, they were about every 5 minutes, like some food poisoning...
or gas. Mom tried to feed her, and she was calm in mom's arms
and in the boppy, but when mom put her back in her crib (even
when she was almost asleep) the Peanut would wait about 3 minutes
(long enough for mom to get comfy in her bed and almost asleep)
and another loud cry. This lasted all evening and into the next
Claire was up at 3:30am, mom fixed her a bottle and she drank
about 2-3 oz, then mom cleaned up her nose as it is still a
bit runny and gave her a decongestant and put her back to bed.
She fell right back to sleep.
Mom woke her in the morning and she was all smiles.
Mom got her ready and took her to daycare.
Claire had a good day, drinking about 8oz, then at home, she
drank another 10 oz of shake. She was asleep by 9:30pm, snoring
of course... she still has her cold with runny nose and congestion.
getting Claire back to bed around 12:30am, mom was awakened
around 3:30am by Claire's sister, who decided she was afraid
of the dark and wanted someone to come sleep with her. Mom teased
her that her room was well lit and with the radio on, it was
like a party up there. She didn't go for it. Mom promised to
send dad up (if she would let mom go back to bed) and sure enough
it worked. Mom went back to bed and mumbled to dad that 'middle
child' was unable to sleep, and dad got up to go check on her.
What a good dad!
Claire was awakened by her mom in the morning for her meds and
early morning bottle. She had a diaper and outfit change, hair
brushed and drank 6oz of pedialyte. Mom had been giving her
about 8oz per day of pedialyte because Claire's little tummy
has been growing and mom wants to be sure it is because she
is eating a lot, and not because she is 'stopped up'.
Dad took Claire to daycare this morning, as mom had a morning
meeting for work and had some loose ends to tie up on a project
before the meeting.
Mom swung by Claire's daycare after her meeting, around lunch,
to meet with the Hospice nurse and get another weight on Claire.
She weighed in at 10lbs, 4oz. Mom was expecting so much more,
as Claire had been eating some rather large meals lately, but
her weight is up and that is always a very good thing. Claire's
caregiver said the little Peanut has a large BM this morning
and drank 4oz of shake. Mom thought Claire was hungry again
and her caregiver was feeding her when mom was leaving. Perhaps
the pedialyte is helping loosen it all up.
After her meeting with Hospice, mom went back to work.
Claire had a good day and drank nearly 10 oz at her daycare.
When she got home, she had another 3oz, then mom fixed her another
6oz. Unfortunately, by the time she took her meds, she gagged
a bit on one of them and mom got to see about 3 of those oz
again. Claire was in bed around 10pm, and mom around 11pm.
slept through the night and mom woke her at 6am for her meds
and shake. She drank 3oz and went back to sleep. When she woke
up at 11am, she drank 8oz of shake, and may have wanted more,
but mom didn't want to see it again, and she was going to have
PT soon, so mom opted out of more shake.
Claire plaid with her Physical Therapist for a while, then took
another nap around 2pm. Mom woke her later to go to a recital
for Claire's sister. It was their first recital (for either
of them) for dance/gymnastics.
Claire came home and drank a few oz of Pedialyte and plaid with
her reflection in the mirror.
Claire had a neat evening, she was visited by her cousin who
is moving out of town this weekend. It was sad for the family
to say goodbye to someone so dear, she will be missed, but hopefully
back for a visit or two.
Claire drank another 8-9oz of shake and was in bed by 11pm,
then up again at midnight. Mom thought it could be gas, so gave
her some mylacon and a little pedialyte and put her back to
slept through the night and was up hungry, with a cry, at 6am.
She wasn't too sweaty and woke up just in time for meds and
decongestant. She drank 7oz of her shake (bananas) and was enjoying
her new mirror that her mom bought for her. She has loved seeing
another baby looking back at her, and gives that baby some funny
looks, like the ones mom gets from Claire. The looks where she
gazes deep into her eyes, then raises one eyebrow as if to really
ponder with a 'hmmmm'.
Mom wisked her off to daycare only to pick her back up for a
12 noon dr appt. She weighed in at 10lbs 2oz (that is up 5oz
from last week :o).
Her dr suggested increasing her dosage only a minimal amount
due to her latest round of seizures.
Claire had no seizures in the evening and had a really good
night. She went to bed after bath and shake, around 10:30pm.